ANEW

2008-05-20T03:09:00.000-07:00

training ended kind of early today .
yes , today was pretty sad i guess
knew about quite a few stuffs & all
can't say that i won't be affected or anything
though i keep complaining :l
Hahah ok we'll keep the emo part aside !

i don't think i'll be blogging here anymore till .. idk ? Hahah
blogging elsewhere .

when nothing seems to be right
be strong ;

bye to you

2008-05-19T03:38:00.000-07:00

just watched finish 300
damn goood movie ! (:
it's the never say die spirit . yayyyyyyyyyyy
Ahah idk but it inspired me alot o.O
King Leonidas & his 300 Spartans are great people !
I HATE PERSIANS .. MEAN PEOPLE ! >:[
Ok i think i'm mad
Hahahhhhh byeeeeeeeee
me will go play viwawa now :S

2008-05-18T01:57:00.000-07:00

i feel so ..

Lord , i place my trust in you

2008-05-16T04:37:00.001-07:00

I brought back my Eupho home while o brought her Oboe
don't you think we are very hardworking :D

Laos training today
& our parents came @ 6pm for the briefing .
Mo was so wonderful , she sabotaged me >:{
Now my parents know about my results cuz of her
for those that don't know i failed 2subs , obviously maths & science
at least i got As
kind of ___ . i got scolded like crap on the way home
yeah i do deserve to get scolded for failing & all
but _____________________________
i think my moodswings are coming back D:
freak . no

-

can we put everything behind ,
it's been this cold war & we haven't really talk for weeks ?
i don't want it to continue & us ending up strangers or something
yeah , i'm sorry for being such a horrible friend all these time
Friends ?
i hope

2008-05-15T03:06:00.000-07:00

Laos training today again .
it's going to go on everyday for like a week or maybe two ?!
i seriouslyseriously feel super tired already
._. i think i'm going to collapse , yes seriously
Rushing for time & all , so many bands to do
ohyeah me & o will have to miss band for like 2-3weeks
it's not that great after all considering all the catching up :(
haizzxxx crap .

i guess mum understands cuz she doesn't seem to scold if i just lay on my bed straight away when i come back & all the small small stuffs that add up (:

someone spoke to me today , just a few words
though i've heard those words a million times , it didin't matter
it was meaningful & i knew you meant it ,
thankyou(:

give me the strength to bring me through ;

2008-05-14T08:12:00.000-07:00

Go view Geckting's blog :D
HAHAH . see i help you advertise so nice right ,
the only thing interesting there is probably today's post ! :D

This post is specially dedicated to Geckting ( cuz she asked me to do so )
ok , today's topic is about insects , specifically .. Cockroaches !
even more specifically , Geckting
Geckting is a roach but i still love her .
see i so accepting , hahah ok kidding :P
Thanks woman !
HAHAH remember , NEOPRINTS !
aye i think i darn cute . HAHAH .
yes you better bring me out on a date soon :S
i'll post the dumbdumb photo of you up soooon (:
HAHAH anyway thanks for always jiayou-ing me :D
teeeeeheeeeeeeee i know you love me .. doesn't everyone ?
HAHAH ok kidding .

-

Aye , i'm really bummed out
got my results back today
i'm kind of happy yet sad , hahah but yeah (:
thought i wouldn't need to go to Laos anymore
Hahah i didin't wanted to go already cuz of some reasons
but in the end wasn't kick out so yeah .. have to go ?
Lol . i'm super tired . i still have so much stuffs to complete
i think i can't cope already .
crap

2008-05-13T07:18:00.000-07:00

i want to tell you this
seriously .
i don't know what's happening or whatever anymore
everyone's hurt .
it is not entirely anyone's fault , i really mean it
i had a part to play , i admit i'm to blame for the way things turned out too
after all it takes two hands to clap right .
i already told you , i'm sorry i know i've not been spending time & everything
give me time to sort things out
i know it sucks & all yeah .

she knows .
it's not because we're ganging up or anything
but yeah , you know yourself who cares for you .

anywayhow i don't know if you'll still talk to me or anything but yeah
you can not believe this but it's true
i do miss the times where ,
we talk over the phone about anything and everything
we just sit around talking , playing
we encourage each other in ups and downs
Everything .

i hope you get to see this .

2008-05-12T19:23:00.000-07:00

i will blog about today tomorrow
& tomorrow tomorrow

ohyeah thank Jasper for the sushizx :D
love you buddy manymany
x3

2008-05-11T23:47:00.000-07:00

Happy Mother's Day Mum (:
it was a great day spent with family .
went to collect the roses i ordered den dad picked me up
Thai Food for lunch with parents , sis , grandma & auntJ (:
i love the pet shop there ! there's like super adorable dogs running around that you can play with
to think i used to be afraid of dogs :S Hahah

dinner @ 3rdUncle's house
BabyNat didin't come today :(
Hahah anyway dinner was great & yeah there was this cake that had 55 candles to celebrate Grandma being a mother for 55years (:
damn cool right . Heheh i love you Grandma & Mum

it took me so long to realise the importance of family
thank God it didn't took longer .

2008-05-10T19:50:00.000-07:00

Ahahhhhhhh happily tired (:
Mother's day service today .

went to Le Meridian after that
Shepherd'sAppreciation :D Hahah
then we went to Esplanade/MarinaSquare :D
cabbed back to Nexus with Jade ,
Hahah seriously thank God for her man (:
i think i'm super blur ._.

then went back to Esplanade with Jade & Irene to find the rest
toook photos :D but i'm super lazy to upload .
Lols . Hahah ok had fun @ the rooftop there (:
played games & all then i was so tired i just lie on the floor & slept :D
talked alot with Yushan , Hahah let's jiayou tgr (:

it doesn't even feel good to have someone say it to me
damn right smack in front of my of face
i'm done here

2008-05-09T03:26:00.000-07:00

Yes . i finally put the tagboard back up .
Hahahhhhhhh quit bugging me D:
ohyeah RHWK better not come crap like you like to :D
hahah i'll killl you dumbbbguy !

'' Those who bring sunshine to the lives of others cannot keep it from themselves ''
James M. Barrie

All my life , I have worked for change
Today I give you my dream .
You can make a difference , with the small things you do
If things go wrong and you feel down ,
Open your eyes and look around .
Don't look for someone to blame .
Search for an inspiration to rise again .
The changes you make may not always be seen .
But perhaps you can give a child the chance to dream .
So get to work , and maybe find
A small solution to help humankind

2008-05-09T00:16:00.000-07:00

Went to safra after today's paper ! (:
bowling with d , o & Jas then lzk , sherman & js came to find us after our first game
Hahahhhh d & Jas left for pool while we played with the guys
Js & his Primary2 shoes ! He's kind of pro eh :D

went to tmart awhile
then went back to school for Lao's meeting after all :D
Hahahh i seriously don't know if i will get kicked out cuz of whatever .. Lol
see God's plan :D
o & d kept laughing @ the bus stop . Lolzxzx

Jasp came down to wp for awhile
buddybud . accompanied me to order flowers (:
he owes me STRAWBERRY YOGHURT LOLLIPOP ROSES !
Lols damn dumb lah :D
then came over awhile to eat noodles .
Ahah i don't know what's with me & the lollipop
i've been spending like alot of $$ on it . like seriously .
but it's damn nice :D
yay ! AHAHAH

left with Monday's Art paper !
now that the exams are like over , i'm concentrating on the t-shirt selling stuff
time to earn my own $$ to get the stuffs i want instead of reaching out my hand to dad
SUPPORT ME :S
HAHAH ! ORDER YOUR SHIRTS FROM YEO TODAY !
LALALA :D
why i feel so hyper these few days , when i'm blogging
i feel so weirddddddd .
geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez

a break from tuition .. one time only :(
i shall go get some sleep now .
it's not everyday there's so many hours left free (x
i feel sick .
shit :(

2008-05-07T23:59:00.000-07:00

Yay ! today was HomeEc paper .
i thought it was kind of easy , ahhh i just pray for the results (:
went to ws after the paper with o & d
Breakfast @ Mac then we went walking around
Hahah i think ws's damn sian lah
so we ended up taking Neoprints again (:
had so much fun , Haahahhhhhh Neoprints like kind of waste money now but it was super cheap there :D !
i came home & slept for like 3 hours O.o
there's tuition later & i think it's going to be untill like 7 today !
cuz it's MTPaper2 tomorrow !

We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

i shall go back to sleep now (:
pooft.

2008-05-06T20:24:00.000-07:00

say byebye to science !

supposed to meeet Geckting to go to her lecture together
intended to study for tomorrow's paper inside . LOL !
Hahahhhhh so weird right ?! but she's having a headache so she didin't go to school .
Get well soooooooon wifey :D
Hehehhhhhhhh . tou tong zou kai !

change of plans ,
buddy accompanied me to get lunch for grandma & i then he went home (:
went to ws to get kfc !
i think it's damn cool lah . Hahahhhhhh dabao & shared Fish Zinger buddy meal , so filling can .
zmgzxzx the chicken is damn fattening , but it's very nice . LOLS :D
went to library to study with Yushan , Joey , Melody , Ida & Jiaqi
Hahahhhhhhh ok so i didin't exactly study , i slept awhile :D

met Jeslin , shepherding :D
Hahahhh went KFC to EAT !
thank God i only ate once piece of the meltz :D
+ MochaFrappe from Macs , ahahhhhhhh i think i gotta stop spending money on drinks ._.
calculation time , 1frappe = $4.70
drink every week = one month waste $4.70 x 4 = ownself calculate ! :D
81-ed to 751 there , teaching @ void deck :D
Hahah then i went to wp to get stuffs for mum & rushed home
Went to tuition , which i spent my 2hours there studying HomeEc !
Ain't i hardworking after all ?

i'm feeling kind of tired already .
Hahah i wonder why i've been posting so long these few days too ! isn't it a good thing ?
yay byebye !

2008-05-05T20:49:00.000-07:00

i feel sleeeepy , but i'm still here . Hahah
don't know why i downloaded so many games into my phone
it's so distracting . Hahahhhh i think o agrees too
i can lay on my bed all day playing the games lah . Lol .

Geography today was ok (:
Mac Breakfast after the paper with o & d & we all sat with jez & the rest . Hahah
the walk out to the bus stop was damn funny
Hahahhhh i think i have very comical friends :D
ESPECIALLY DION LEE JING HUI !
i think o agrees too . HAHAH
she brings alot of laughter to us lah . Hahahhhhh
we love you d d d d d d d ! are you touched ?!
next time eat chocolate must CHEW ok :D

J say must blog about him today so here it is :D
so like yeah went home & bathed ,
went to ws to meet buddy for awhile ! (:
i think he damn poor thing to listen to me .
& he brought me to the arcade cuz he say need DESTRESS & be HAPPY . LOL !
played a little , talked alot (:
( yah yah i know haven't forgotten about exams yet . tsk )
thanks buddy , it was a great short 1 hour meetup ^^v

met sheepmates & shepherd @ Mac
then we all went to caregroup tgr :D
Hahah sorry ShihChing , i think i damn dumb accidentally delete ._.
Jeslin's mum sent me back too . thanks auntie :D
dinner @ home .
i hope i study later . i don't know why i feel so (?) at this point of time
it's science . ah yes the one i'm dreading the most
anyway thank God for Melissa ! (: she lent me her Sec2 Science notes lah (((((:
if not i have totally nothing to revise on ?!
cuz i don't have any notes . i also have no idea why i'm so dumb

this has been a long post .
bye

-

i feel damn ..
i've been trying my best
for the past few days , i dare say i've tried to change & all
it may not be like A WHOLE NEW PERFECT person
but if you don't even bother
then just forget about it man .
no matter how much effort i put in ,
no matter how much i try ,
you won't appreciate it .
ok fine so let's just let things stay this way ok ?
i suck , are you happy ? (:

2008-05-05T01:24:00.000-07:00

Maths Paper 2 killed me .
it's over already so i guess nvm (:
Geography tomorrow , Jiayouuuuuu !

Ikea with Melody & Yushan after exam
ate lunch & walked around taking photos & all
i spent almost 10bucks on the food there canzxzx
it's so omgoshhhhh fattening .
Yushan's oil dripping chicken wings . Lol :D
but it's nice . HAHAH (:
i bought Daim :D my favourite chocolate >:D
i'll upload the photos when i get them ,
we'll go there to study the next time !

everyone gives in a little ,
everything's fine (:
ilovemefriendzxzxxz .

overdue-d photos .
Hahah there's still some but i'm lazy to upload all .__.
next timeeeeee (:

Science periods outside . Hhaha this is so randomzxz

i have no idea what we were doing

2008-05-03T07:22:00.000-07:00

Service today (:
i feel so much better
district meeting then went to LeMeridian ,
Hahah Joyce got cheeeeesecake all over her face :D
i'm so proud of myself . Hahah kidding
my face also kena !
don't worry Joyce , it's just a little bit OILY :D

stayed there till around 6
they went to study while i took the train back to ws
dad picked me up & went to Pasir Ris Park for dinner ! (:
such a weird place right !
Hahah , i love the ambiance , food & everything (:
it's super fattening but who cares :D
Hahah i'm super tired right now
I'll upload the photos tomorrow or something (:

2008-05-02T08:44:00.001-07:00

trust me

2008-05-02T07:43:00.001-07:00

i know i'm not the best friend around
i know i'm not perfect
but i respect you as a friend and i hope that you will understand me

everytime i walk away from you when something happens
it's not because i'm afraid or anything
but i have nothing to say
because i trusted you and treated you as one of my buddies

Friendship isn't built overnight ,
i wouldn't want to lose you as a friend
sometimes i just wish that you'd spare a thought for me
i love you , friend
i know you know who you are ,

Man fails , but God never fails

-
thankyou Jeslin (:
really .

i want to be
a better friend
a better student
a better sheep
a better daughter
a salt&light of God
seriously .

i want to learn
to really love
to really forgive
to really give

God , give me the strength to really persevere on and not give up halfway
i want , to do it with you

i know i can do it , i want to

2008-05-01T00:38:00.000-07:00

Yes , i can't seem to find my History textbook
Pffffffffffffft . History no notes CMI sial
& it's History Paper tomorrow !

Thank God Chua answered her phone & i chionged down to her house at around 5pm
Copied some notes & i came home at around 7 (:
Yay ! I hope it's enough . Hahahhhhh
& thanks Melisssa :D
Ahahhhhh so sweeeeeeet , she offered to come down to pass me her last year textbook lah (:
but didint want to mafan her also , haha but thanks alot hor ((((((:

Going shopping with Melody tomorrow ! (:
gonna get my stufffffffs before spend finish my $$
Triple yay ! (:
i gottttta go study already !
if not copy all those notes also no use .
Hehhhhhhhhh
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:

2008-04-30T21:11:00.000-07:00

Ahahhhhh i'll telll you how dumb Yushan was :D
she brought a tent to my house
cuz the other day we were just joking that we would be sleeping outside the lift
& she really brought a tent ! A TENNNNNNT ?! HAHAH :D
the saddest thing was she left it at ws's taxi stand so it's lost now D:

i'll blog with photos later :D
i feel like going back to sleeeeeeeeep.
Hawwwwwwwwww ~

2008-04-30T02:50:00.000-07:00

Exams starting again this Friday .
Somehow dreading the papers but looking forward to the end ,
i know my CA2 is a goner already & i did so badly for my CA1 the other time :l
i have so much to catch up on & i still feel so lazy
Being Lazy is like the worse thing ever ._.

Lol Art is really sianzxz to the max
sat in the toilet awhile with d & o
how i wished we could stay there for the entire two periods to sleep :X

tmart after school to get bbt & walked in the rain with them
came home & slept .
i realised the first thing i do when i come home these few days is just sleep
i don't mind skipping dinner or what . i just want my sleeeeeep :D Lol
i don't think i will get to sleeeep tonight lor !
Melody say we playing maomaochong . LOL :DDDDD
we're studying also . study study study
believe or not , Hahahhhhhhhhh
:D

2008-04-28T06:50:00.000-07:00

Great opportunities to help others seldom come , but small ones surround us everyday ,

To laugh often & much
To win the respect of intelligent people & the affection of children
To earn the appreciation of honest critics & endure the betrayal of false friends
To appreciate beauty
To find the best in others
To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived
Isn't that what it is to succeed ?

The high spots in all of our lives , most of them come about through encouragement from someone else .
I think i should learn to appreciate the people around me more instead of hurting them unknowingly .

2008-04-26T17:16:00.000-07:00

just made breakfast :D
hahah Yushan so worried she got nothing to eat ! LOL
It's 8am now , i bet you're still sleeeeeeeeeping :D

Hehhhhhhhhh i've gotten over everything
all i want to do now is get my results t& prove to __ i'm not a loser
so stop picking on me (:

Ayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
something random , but i think Theodore is super cute :DD

2008-04-25T02:11:00.000-07:00

i'm a sad kid
my hair is frigging short .
yes i'm serious tell you what , i look like a mushroom
what irks me the most is that my precious hair is like shit now cuz of that person
complain complain call call , that's all you do all day

mum brought me to cut my hair today & it was total rubbish
I WASNT ALLOWED TO CUT MY HAIR THE WAY I WANT IT
WHY ? CUZ THAT WOMAN COMPLAIN UNTILL !@#$%^ so i'm supposed to get A SHORT AND NEAT HAIR CUT WITHOUT ANY SIDEBURNS
your own hair messy like what still come say me , what kind of role model are you .
teachers ? also no better right .
my sideburns & hair that took so long to grow was snipped off
mum just told the person to cut it frigging short
i'm so freaking pissed off lah
wait till my hair grows back again .. which will take me like months ?

i can't believe i posted so long about my hair
i'm just pisssssssed off
BYE

2008-04-24T23:56:00.001-07:00

do you want to drive me to my wit's ends
whole day only know how to do one thing
call parents call parents . call some more lah i don't care anymore
what kind of teacher tells a parent ' your child has a irritating face '
what did i do to deserve such comments from you
you can scold me about my attire about my behavior i've got nothing to say
; can i ask you something ? You face very pleasing to look at ? Oh wowwwwww you've got a PLEASING FACE !
aye whatever .

School was fun during Sfl
Lol . it was super dumb :D
lzk got sent out just cuz he threw a pen ._.
then edgar went to accompany him to talk outside
me & d went out to play darts with them :D
LOLS . they stick the Styrofoam pieces on the wall & threw sticks at it
the stuffs were from the birdcages for the lit drama which was finally over today :D
Ml saw me & d's head outside so she came and scolded us .
she didin't allow us to go back in so we stayed there .. & had more fun . Lol
we made a mess outside so she got us to sweep the floor
Ohyeahhhh cleared all the books under my table today
it was so heavy >:(

i've gotta go tuition already
byeeeeeeee.

2008-04-24T23:56:00.000-07:00

you really know how to make people feel lousy

2008-04-22T19:09:00.000-07:00

Whitesands mac to mug after school with the girls (:
after which lzk & Sherman came to join us
me & d ended up playing games with the 2 guys lah . Lol
couldn't concentrate whattttttt .
i think only jq , o & chua really studied .
eeeeeeeekzxzx i must buck up :(

we all went to walk around after they finished
& guess what .. we went to take Neoprints >:D
Ahahhhhh it's super cute canzxzxzzx , not forgetting lzk who made this photo v ugly when he pulled my hair , causing that stupid look :(
went to Chua's house to read magazinezzzzzzxzx (:
i ended up falling asleep on her bed as usual . LOL
Got the RC shirt already ! Hahahhhhhh okay then i went home for dinner then i went for tuition
which i was totally not paying attention to cuz all i felt like doing is to sleep which is what i'm going to do now ! Bye (:

2008-04-22T07:19:00.000-07:00

so cute right :D
Hahah

I'm so tiredddddd .
anyway school today was fun , in a weird sense . LOL
went out with ismail & ad during science
then d & lzk came out too , played & laughed alot with them :D
played tic tac toe & that line game .
lzk went to write zkzkzk all over d's shoe lah . I WROTE MY NAME TOO :D
we're all super childish but who cares .
2 periods of science was wasted like that :l Hahahhhh ok i know it's dumb

went to d's house after schoooool
my intention was to go there & rest awhile only but we ended up making stuffs :D
Hahah the pizza part was super funny , it was frozen with alot of ice & we were impatient to wait for it to melt so we scrape it off :X it was a little chao da when cooked but it was still nice :D
& there was hashbrowns tooo . i was super full lah hahah
HAHAH ohyeah d get a Granola Bar today ! (:

went to caregroup after that :D
borrowed ball from this little boy to play bball before cg started . Hahahhhh i wannna play ! :(
i don't know why seem to have the tendency to fall . Lol
went home after everything while some of them went to study

Count down to the last day of exams , around 20 days !
it hasn't even started & i'm counting down to the end . LOL
Ahahhhh so loooking forward to after exams :D

I'm going to go play with F.f now (:
getting him new toys when i get the $$
hehhhhh i don't want to touch anything from T.t's cage . i'll be leaving it where it was (:
i love you T.t & F.f :D

2008-04-21T07:50:00.001-07:00

MYE is starting this friday ?
i've decided not to leave myself to die though i seem to be heading towards it

Things to do :

1) Photocopy notes
2) Clear my table worth of all my textbooks & bring them home tomorrow
3) Do my work properly
4) Listen in class
5) Talk less , learn more
6) Start reading up on chapters
7) Get help for Maths & Science
8) Spend lesser time here & more on the study table

more to be added
bye

2008-04-21T07:08:00.000-07:00

:(
o accompanied me to collect T.t's body after school today
it died of blood lose during the operation
was so upset i cried ,
buried T.t just now , i hope it's happy
at least i still have F.f that's happily in it's cage sleeping now

i want a replica of T.t ..
mum doesn't want me to get another one

upset,

2008-04-20T00:03:00.000-07:00

Jasp & his 10sweeets , so sweeeeeet yaw ,
HAHA THANK YOU BUDDY (:

alot of photos to upload .
Ahah i feel like sleeping again ! BYE :D

2008-04-17T06:54:00.000-07:00

got back science test results , i got 10/40 again :l
Hahah anyway a bunch of us didin't get our Geog test signed & MissLim was so mad cuz it was almost half the class so she made us stay during recess to write her a 300 word apology letter !
thank God i finished it in time otherwise i have to stay back tomorrow to complete it :(

today was fun (:
had MAD lll after school , it's a programme - Make A Difference
it's the third time having it i think & it's veryvery motivating + fun ((:
i think our group was super playful but we won the challenges (:
Ahah playful = cute = wonderful = the best :X Lol i don't know what i'm typing either
i don't mind attending it every week can .
then went for Laos meeting !
part of our fund-raising before going will be selling ice cream next week o.O
went to tmart with o , d & Jas after everything
ate & all then Jas left .
Sat there & talked with d & o for very long , laughed like mad lah (:
Hahah , took bus with d
met teoteo & Nicole on the bus
Lol then went to Jas house to borrow stuffs for tomorrow !
ohyeah tomorrow's speechday ! (:
Band's performing ! Ahahhhhhhhh though i feel really weird being under the Sec1 group cuz i only joined this year , i think band's kind of fun (:
the people are so much nicer then & there's o , brad & js
it'll probably end @ like 7+ or 8 !

Anyway thankyou so much Jingshi .
for helping me with the lit stuffs ! Hahah iloveyouuuuuuuu (:
i shall go compile my music & stuff now .
yay ! i love the people around me (:

byeee ! i know the post is long . Lol

2008-04-16T07:00:00.000-07:00

i fell asleep whilst doing my work last night
didin't managed to hand up anything today :(

Thank God MrSoh said he's going to give us chance
the previous works by tomorrow & the SA thing on friday (:
the sad thing is i have alot of previous work to do cuz i didin't hand up any last time :l

i was super sleepy in band today . Lol
tuition was fun :D , can't believe i'm saying that . Hahahh
with Delya & Leona ,
i hate H , he tried to spit ALOE VERA juice on me in the void deck , he practically fills his mouth in it & spat in my direction which was super gross but thank God he missed all the times he tried (:

2008-04-15T01:17:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Yanyu :D
Happy Birthday Siti :D
Happy Birthday Saifuddin / dindin / molester :S , HAHAH :D
Happy Spiritual Birthday Melissa :D

school was kind of nice today .
except that i was super sleeepy & there was 3periods of HomeEcons , 2 of which were THEORY
but it was MH teaching & i was able to sleep peacefully cuz she didin't caught me which makes me wonder why because i was sitting right in front (:
i love english lessons , who doesn't ?
everyone loves MissSim (:

Chinese was very slack .
esp since the 3musketeers sit each infront , beside & behind me . LOL
im so used to MC shouting to ask us to shut up & her eyes that likes to glare at us :(
edgar started imitating my actions & it looked super weird
he loooooooked like a girl :D , i hope you read this . Hahah

LITERATURE DRAMA .
hopefully we'll be able to be ready
den ate with the girls :D
o & d & Feon & her friend brought mac inside the kopitiam
the auntie was super hilarious can , the way she talked about the bubbletea & outsidefood . Lol
only me , hs & the two j's ate noodles .
i miss going to tm just t eat bm like we used to :(
Chua's uncle sent me back (:

slept just now .
forced to wake up after like 2hours only :(
here i am doing Artwork , i feel like going back to my bed :((
it's part of SA so i have to finish it up no matter what .
i think i won't be able to sleep already .
just found out from Sherman i have to submit the whole piece tomorrow
stupid me though only research work was due -_-
this post is like very long .
ok i shall go off now since i've done my research
wish me luck in drawing :D

i hope i get to sleep (:
LOL.

2008-04-14T07:35:00.001-07:00

when i've done something wrong ,
does it mean that everything i do in the future is never right ?
i'm trying ..
i'm trying my best & if you don't appreciate it at all , you can just tell me straight in my face & i'll just back off .
who would like it if someone keeps haunting over them about past mistakes

School was kind of off for me today ,
maths was ..
i think MN hates me for everything now .
i don't need to attend his extra classes anymore , ayeeeeayeeeeeeee go on & call my parents go onnnnnn . i don't careeeeee or do your SMS crapzxzx if you want to (:

ML made us , i think 14+ of us to stand infront & behind of the class during Rise lessons
we had to write ' i will obey school rules ' a hundred times .
it's not like we committed a crime or something -_-
killed time & sat on the flooor talking with d & o then she chased us away -_-

took t to the vet after schooooool ,
it's going to go for it's operation next monday
hope it will be able to last till then ,
doctor says it may pass away 2-3 days after op or it'll be healthy again ,
i hope t makes it (:
it's just a hamster but i love my pet amanymanyzxz ((((((:
i pray that lump from t's body will be cut off safely .
(:

2008-04-13T21:28:00.000-07:00

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

-

Cecelia Aherns is great , i love her books (:
there's family lunch instead of dinner today , it's Baby Nat's birthday !
ok so he's not a baby anymore he's umm 1 or 2 , aye whatever he's still uber cute (:
Uncle booked some restaurant @ PlazaSing & it's going to be dimsum i heard ((:
guess i could get my stuffs there , ohwell i'll not bring my wallet so i don't have to pay for anything :l i'm really broke :(
dad's going overseas again for a week :(

you know who you are , this is for you ,
please please please stop whatever you are doing
i know it's hard , but won't you at least try ?
the last time you changed your ways , you said you're done
everything went so well , but now you're back to where you started from
you're one person that i really cherish alot & i've known you for so long , i don't want to lose a friend like you .
i know you can do it (: it's just up to you whether you want to
i really don't want to see anything happening to you
you know i'll always support you (:
i love you ******* , you're a dear friend to me
please take care of yourself (:

2008-04-13T05:34:00.000-07:00

you can treat me anyway you want
you can say whatever you want
you can do whatever you deem fit
are you happy now ?

2008-04-11T05:59:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday d
Happy Birthday dee
Happy Birthday dion :D

we sang the birthday song while walking up the stairs after recess
& it was so paiseh cuz there were many people looking & i was shouting after that
but it was so much fun & we are still so childish which makes us so cute ! :X Lol
i love my clique :D

i hope t's fine
only managed to book the appointment @ the vet on monday :(
pray hard that nothing will happen in these 2 days
i'd rather spend a 100bucks to see t ok again :]

if you're thinking what t is , it's my hamster
it's not stupid :]

2008-04-10T08:16:00.000-07:00

been having tests these few days :(
had to redo the lit script so i just finished it & it's 11.20pm now :((

Anyway school today was pretty alright i guess
had training today then met Jeslin for shepherding .
ate Tori Q , it's been long since i last ate it :X LOL

met Jasper at Pg
kj came supposedly to bring dinner but guess what he brought ..
ROJAK?!!!!!?!?!?!?! EW!!
at night got people sell rojak meh :x
aye ok so he had to go to 7-11 to get me my food , thanks buddy

i'm going to sleep now
i have to sleep now
or i'll fall asleep in class like i did during science today
bye!

i hope everything gets better :D
helloooooo baby !

2008-04-08T03:56:00.000-07:00

i feel super lazy
i've not been doing the things i should have done
so there's alot to be done :l

HomeEc practical exam today was ok i guess
it's been long since we last had prac
i feel like taking a nap
bye.

2008-04-07T06:25:00.000-07:00

science test today
skipped MN's extra class today , i'm sick & tired
whole day only know how to threaten to contact parents .
try something new aye .

i know how you feel
i felt the change too .
i don't know what's going on
i'm sorry i know i've been very dao & alll these few days
many things were going on & i just don't know what is up already
but really , i cherish this friendship and you alot

we need to talk
it's been long

2008-04-06T06:54:00.000-07:00

Vivo today with besties :D
caught a movie & wandered around
y.o.d >:D teeheeeeeeee !
i think it sounds very cute . Hahah
i'm dead beat .

did i mention that i can't seem to find my other hoodies anywhere ???!?!?!?!
this is getting so depressing

Random Photos

Helllllo o .. are you honoured yo !

2008-04-05T08:57:00.000-07:00

today was fun :D
a break from schooooooool !
teeeheeeeee
i think the sermon's great , just what i really needed :D

Harvester's meet after lunch
had game & teaching :D
den went to cold storage to buy stuff
went the kind of WULU camwhore place with melody to eat the dabao beehoooon&SUPERHARDBREAD >:{ LOL

made videos & took photos
i think the videos are really cute
will upload videos if there's time

don't you think we look cute ?
:D

upload all the overdued photos + the rest next time

2008-04-04T07:21:00.000-07:00

i feel demoralized
tired
terrible

i need to stop complaining and get a life

2008-04-03T06:24:00.000-07:00

it's super irritating can
everything also pick on us

you know what .
you already have this mentality in your mind that we are the worst or something
so everything that we do is WRONG t you
do this wrong , do that wrong
want to go help out , say i'm in for fun
then FINE i'll do nothing from now on
i'll just sit on the chair and whistle lah
it's you who refuse to let me do anything
you can't blame me

so you're so CARING you got me into deeper trouble
you can tell me i'm in hot soup , but weren't you so happy uhuh
yeah you say i don't respect you , give you attitude
i admit i don't respect you at all , i keep giving you attitude
yeah so why do you keep picking on me & d
what's your problem

aye whatever
i'm in trouble now .
BYE.

2008-04-02T07:55:00.000-07:00

you're one of the people that i'd least respect
i'm stubborn ? oh yeah whatever
you know what , maybe you think you're doing me a favor
or rather NOT .
even if you think i'm screwed up
even if you think i've a problem
even if you think i need help ..
I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP , I DON'T WANT YOUR HELP
i don't even think you're helping me . you're just adding on to everything
that's like so nice of you right . WOW
just get away from me & you'll be doing me the greatest favor :]

does this sound kind of mean ?
i don't know .
i just know that wifey is right , i need to take a break
SOON.

2008-03-31T19:02:00.000-07:00

didin't attend school today .
i feel drained

baby didin't go t school too
chatting with Jefffffy & baby now
dumb guy's in Canada right now & he's happily enjoying snow .
PFFFFFFFFT. it's 11am here , 8pm there . LOL
aye i shall go finish up my stuffs before i run out of time :]
byeeeeeeee !

2008-03-31T07:20:00.000-07:00

sick .
Fever's constantly going up & down
don't know what's wrong with me .
+ cough + flu . it's worse :l
aye whatever i feel like sleeping for the whole day

super dreading shcool tomorrow ,
dang

2008-03-30T05:28:00.000-07:00

supposed to finish my work today afternooooon
but Ahahhhhhhh lalala had alot of fun with ea girls :D
went to Mel's house to swim & played badminton
Finalllllly i'm in touch with sports again !
other then kayaking , i've not been exercising . EEEEEEEE >:{ !!!!!

ohyay manzxz i'm interested in Badminton again >:D
teeeheeeeee exercise exercise exercise !
aye whatever . LOL

Off to do my work , still have to finish MO'S DM
Hahah ok i want to plan my weeeeek already
byeeeeeeeeeee :]

2008-03-28T06:05:00.000-07:00

Lift me up - When I'm falling
Lift me up - I'm weak and I'm dying
Lift me up - I need you to hold me
Lift me up - Keep me from drowning again

Today's JaslynChua's birthday & she's finally 14 :D
We surprised her with a cake today
though it was super rush cuz of cca & stuffs , it was sweeeeet hor hahah >:D
& i'm taking her out Sunday , yayyyyyy ahahah we're going to go alll over manzxz
it's beeeeeen long since we went out for one whole day to have fun !
LOVE YOU TWINNNNIE :D TEEHEEEE !

this is so much a happier post :D
training @ Bideas tomorrrow morning
i feeeeeel so tired already lah
very sooon i'll be a great saleswoman ! LOL :D
HeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeHeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ok i'll go rest .

2008-03-27T05:59:00.000-07:00

I hope to lose myself for good
I hope to find it in the end
Not in me, me,
In You

HELLO LAOLAO . ARE YOU TOUCHED ! :D
i think you'll miss me alot since you'll be away . HAHA
seee your laogong so concerned about you ,
no i'm not lesbiannnnnnnnnnnnn ! i just happen to have a wife that looks like a cockroach D: !
but it's okay wifey i accept you for who you are . AHAHAH
SEE I LURVE EU SO MUCH LOR ! :D
HEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

I'm having this toothache that hurts like alotalotalot ?!

-
i want to shout , shout it out loud
i want to scream , scream it all out
i want to cry , cry it all out
it makes no sense , does it
i don't know . i don't know . i don't know
i just feel like ..
it's always been like this
keeping all these stuffs to myself , while you think everything's fine
Have you ever looked beyond
Have you ever thought about how I really felt
Have you ever tried ..
It's been so long since we last had a heart to heart talk
I know sometimes the way I do things , the way I say things the way I act , seems as though I hate you a whole lot .
I'm sorry .. but everything comes with a reason behind right ?

i just wish i could rewind everything
i just wish i could have been different at that time
i just wish you could have cared more
i just wish we hadn't come to this
i just wish ..

For a second chance
in my heart .

2008-03-26T07:06:00.000-07:00

I don't want to pretend anymore
I'm sick of lies , lying .. whatever
..
i feel stupid
i feel miserable
i feel sad .
i cried
i'm used to this

2008-03-25T06:33:00.000-07:00

i owe MC 2compos , 1 jianbao
& there's english compo
i feel like sleeping already
homeworkhomework .
still have literature script , eeeeeeks

-
i guess you see the change now .
haven't you

2008-03-24T07:19:00.000-07:00

MissSim changed our english seats today
& i'm sitting with Adrain now
i'm super dreading HomeEc tomorrow . I think i'll die lor
aye whatever let's not care about MO !

anyway it's really irritating when we rushed back to school only to find out there's no teacher to take us for MAXMATHS ( extramathsclass ) today .
i mean everyone's happy that there was no class but we wasted our time sitting there waiting lah
wait untill so long then everyone started to left , LOL
in the end also no chinese tuition . i feel so cheated today :l
LALALA . stayed in school untill 6+
stay so long also haven't finish my 4.1 ._.
i don't understand the topic lah , though it's like super easy

Anyway , the Softball guys won AnglicianHigh today :D
Hahahah jiayou Sherman & Zhaohao !

& I DONT LIKE MN
LOL. CRAPS LIKE THIS KILL ._.

2008-03-23T06:13:00.000-07:00

Easter Sunday is much more than a day of colorful plastic eggs and chocolate bunnies
Sinless , yet He died for our sins
where else could you ever find someone that loves you unconditionally
where else could you ever find someone that is willing to die on the cross for You
God loves Me :D You :D Everyone :D

Yesterday was EasterService :D
,
went to Jeslin & Florence's house just now
Sotong was there studying . Hahahh i think i go there to disturb her only lor :l
PS. anyway went home around 3+ ,
went down to playground to look for Jasp & they're going down to th airport later
Ahah oh yeah he wanted to come up t eat curry but apparently he was scared of dontknowwhat.LOL :D
came back after like 15mins ._____.
cuz there were like a billionzeeeee beeeeeezxzx there . i'm afraid boohoo
Not to forget , i have to go catch my sleeep later on

i'm dreading school tomorrow
Aw

i feel like baking .
i feel like kayaking .
i feel like .. Sleeping :D
i just downloaded GCS , deeee's reco
i used to think it was boring . Ahah but i'm going to try it out before i sleeeep
ohyay i'm going to bake at least a cake next weeeeek
i don't care i want to eat it mMmMM D:

OHYA RASEY REMINDED ME OF THE TRANSFATS & MSG THING YEST. !
aye Shucks , i'm a goner
boohooo ):

2008-03-20T03:12:00.000-07:00

Feeling , Frustrated

How

2008-03-19T07:31:00.000-07:00

Mixtape-ButchWalker :]

had band then rushed down to tuition , was still late :l
i think i practically stoned there . i just sat there & thought through things , talked to Leona & all
felt like sleeping all the way .___.
there's still alot of work to do lor , & i'm like half dead already can
it's like school from 7-1.20 , band 2.15-6.40 , tuition 7.30-9
& now i'm home i just feel like jumping into bed , i dont know why i'm still blogging . LOL:D

i reallyreallyreallyreally feel like sleeping .
anyway i reallyreally want to thank Jasper :]
dumbdumbbb got me food cuz he knows i have to rush here & there so i'll have no time to eat & all
it's been a few times already & though Fries are super fattening i still eat finish what you buy one hor :D

sweeeeeeeeeeeet.
(L)Bye

-
then tell me what you want ,
tell me what you want me to do
instead of all these empty promises ,
is there anything else ..

i'm seriously tired .. of you & everything you're doing
because everything you say isn't what you really mean .
even if it's true now , have you ever wondered how hard it would be for me to trust you after everything .
let's just solve & end this now .. it's wasting time , it's hurting people , it sucks

2008-03-18T06:50:00.000-07:00

Feeling : Happy :]

i gave MO my own number today , i think i'm dead cuz i called back blahblah long story :l
likeeeee who cares now ! Ahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i've got x60CX to write = 60times of spelling . ok i'm going to start doing my chinese cuz MC said she's going to call my mum if i don't hand up her work ):
so many dumb stuffs Hahah i better go search for my Practicalbook or ill get sent out of class tomorrow ,
studystudystudy . Hello i'm the new geek in school , yo !
i feel retardedly happy : GRINS :D
^ though there's no such word as that

God is good .. the best :]

2008-03-17T06:38:00.000-07:00

it's not private anymore & i lost all my posts . Lol
Aye holidays are over & it's time for school again , oneweek only tsk
i managed to do my maths & science homework thanks to Florence :D

Anyway things are like getting better , so like i guess i've cooled down already
i still hate PTD but ohwellllll i think the teachers love it .. meanies :l
on a brighter note , dad just got me a stereo bluetooth headset for $180
since i've got it i've got to use it or i guess dad will kill me .
sis got a new phone ( & apparently it's her turn ?! ) so like i don't get my PSP or anything untill i produce good results . ROFL
Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i can do itttttttttt >:D
but y' know it's super depressing that the exams are pushed forward this year
Mid-Year is in like 6WEEKS ?!

ok whatever i so feel like sleeping right now
i haven't even do HomeEc yet , boringboringboringggggggg

i think i'm starting to like maths
noooooooooway !